Large sweatshirt on, hoodie to try to cover my face.
Feeling all alone; a nothing just taking up space.
I just want to stay in my room; that’s when I feel okay.
Not afraid to think a thought or have something to say.
Go to school, the days are long; can’t wait until the bell rings.
Dreaming of another world where we’re treated as queens & kings.
Wishing I could disappear; I don’t want anyone to see.
They say mean things and then everyone laughs at me.
No one wants to play with me; no one seems to care.
Laughing at the way I dress; the texture of my hair.
I’m bigger than the other girls; I’m taller than some of the boys.
That’s why I don’t deserve to smile or experience the same kind of joy.
Soak my pillow in my tears; I don’t even want to make it through.
Only my parents love me but that’s because they’re supposed to.
This pain isn’t worth it, only thing left is to say “goodbye!”
I didn’t know how to make anyone hear my loud, silent cry.